My Idol

dat day when i read wenjie's blog, she writen: izzit i fall in love wif a stranger? i think manb i hv a same problem like her.

but actually, he's not a stranger at all. i noe him 2 months ago, n den 1 month ago, he noe me too. n we hv stared sms to each other, but not alwiz. n most of da time, is me sms him 1st, n he's juz replied my msg, o juz forward a msg to me.

ha, i think i better gv him a name... okie, i wan to call him Young Tree. haha, dun ask me y, it's juz a nickname i gv him, coz i dun wan let anybody noe who's he. except wenjie, she noe it. coz both of us like to gv ppl a stupid nickname.

actually, i think i better dun say i like him, coz i think i not yet like him. juz hv a good feel to him, n he's my type. he's a introvert person, like to sing, n sing very well. i started to noticed him coz dat time i watched him singing, he looked like very happy n conveniece. n his voice oso nice, i like to listen he sing, make me happy. as for his out looking, i think he's juz normal, not really good looking o handsome, but he gimme a confortable feel, i think dat's more important than anything. i not really care about his look, but i can say dat, i alwiz said him very cute n handsome, not bcoz his looks, juz his heart gimme dis feel. n he's oso a nice n friendly person. when i hv a chance take a foto wif him, i'm really happy, coz i nv think i can do dat.

we hv few of fred, n hv a guy is his buddy, i called him Fatty. i alwiz chat wif his fatty. n hv a day, he went to fatty's house, n i chatting fatty. den fatty said, he wanna open da webcam,let me c young tree. i felt suprise, coz i dunno he's there. finally, he's nv open it, coz young tree said dun wan.

after dat, fatty was bz, so i nv bother them. after fatty finished his work, young tree was leave. n fatty told me a lots of things.

altot i hv sms wif young tree, but actually, i told fatty my name is rice, n told young tree i'm rinka. so dat, he dunno i'm da same person. but, fatty opened my friendster let young tree watched, n he noe wat i'm looking. n young tree said he remember who m i. i'm so happy about dat, coz we juz met once time, n dat day hv a lots of ppl there, so i dun expect he'd remember me. but da truth is, he really remember me.

besides dat, fatty told me, young tree will move to KL, n stay for a long time. wow, dat's a great news to me, hahaha. i can meet him any time. if i hv dare to date him.... but i hv no dare to do dat, coz i think we'r not yet a fred, juz... i dunno how to explaint da relationship between us. but i think, we'll become fred, hope dat will come true....

so.... i'm not like him, juz hv a good feel wif him. coz i'm not really clear about his personality, i juz noe a lit bit about him. i think i better more relate wif him, so dat i can more understand about him. carry on, i can noe izzit i really like him, o he's juz my idol. hahaha.