Reopen School

started my major life at 2nd oct 2006. n i hv choose "graphic design". wat can i say is, graphic design isnt my 1st choice, i prefer fashion design more juz my coll dun hv dis course. yes, of coz i can choose other coll, but i not really prefer MIA, no reason. Lim Kok Weng quite nice in fashion design, but da fee more nice!!! n den Raffles, dat's a good fashion design coll, n da fee nice than Lim Kok Weng. so dat, my parents cant afford i study fashion design, den i choose other way.

k, dun talk other thing now, talk about my major life. started 2 weeks, i think it should b a nice course, coz all my lecturer, felt they'r very pro, haha. but, i not really close wif my classmate, dunno y. i think i'm return to my life b4 i go in Dasein. erm... dunno how to say... is i become quiet agan, coz altot hv lot of x-classmate still same class wif me, but da feel not same at all. they'r not sumbody close wif me when i studied foundation. all of close wif me dat guys, going to other course. now, leave all da not closer x-classmate wif me.

n den, my class hv 30ppl, my x-class hv 13ppl, class b got 18ppl. after 1 week, 1 of my classmate changed to animation course, n other 2 ppl changed to illustration.

i can say, after 2 weeks now, i still dunno their name, mayb juz few, danny, eugene, fei liang... other i hv no idea. n i nv talked wif them beside danny n fei liang. coz i noe danny b4 we in da major, n fei liang coz we'r same group in Pengajaran Malaysia, so we hv discuss smth b4, but both of us, not much.

mayb...i said mayb... they tot i'm cool...mayb sumtime, i agree. haha. actually hv many fred said me very cool. yumi, wenjie, angel, lee ying, yong yi n so on. i dunno y, mayb juz i dun hv smile all the time, juz hv a shit face. hahaha. but, actually i'm not as cool as my out-looking. i can b very crazy n talkative IF i close wif u n i think we'r da same channel.

last semester, 1st day, i met all of my female classmate. 2nd week, i met all of my classmate juz not close. 3rd week, we'r a gang, alwiz go to mamak stall together. 4th week, we talked lot of topic n can b very very very crazy. but now, i think i cant go back to my foundation life at all, i nid to stay wif new fred n try to noe all of them... actually, i hate it. i dun like go to meet sum1 new, it's really tired...

mayb is me think too much... mayb it'll b better after 2 weeks later...mayb not...i dunno, i cant sure it, coz it's out of control...erm...mayb it can b control juz i dun wan to control o i dunno how to control da relationship between my classmate n me. i think i'll b alone... but it's ok, not big deal, actually i oso dun like to talk so much...i can return to be my own...

i hv told lee ying, i'll try to accommodate new environment. but now, i hv no confidance think i can do dat. coz i too get used to b alone n nv b active to meet sum1 new... i noe dat, i tried to changed dis habit, but it's hard o mayb i hv no reason to tell mysef i nid do it...