2006年8月26日 星期六

Congratuations, You'r 52% Not Malaysian

Congratulations chan shiang chean, you are 52% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Guy Sebastian !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?




hey, i tot i quite malaysian, but how come?
in fact, i'm not really malaysian??
weird weird weird

2006年8月25日 星期五

What's Love?

1.47am now, but i'm in a blue mood! juz bcoz da LOVE!!! but not mine, is my fred....Fatty n Eva...

sigh! wat can i say? juz... i think both of them oso hv fault.

fatty like eva, eva dun like him. but eva nv direct to reject him, she like to equivocal wif him, no, seriously, she like played dis game wif any guys. she juz wan ppl take care of her.

as for fatty, i noe he like eva very much while i 1st time met him. coz he alwiz said he wan together wif eva, n tried to chase her. altot eva said, they'r impossible, but he's still wanna do dat.

fine, now, eva was told fatty, they'r impossible, dun waste da time on her, n stop to like her. fatty was hurt. coz he felt eva played him. i think mayb hv a bit. coz i hv called she if she dun like fatty, n dun wan gv him a chance, plz stopped to play da game wif him, dat will make him misunderstood. but she dun wan, she juz said"we'r fred, i treat him like a fred, nth else." izzit? i dunno, coz i'm not her, i cant understand y she wan did like dat.

fatty really sad now, coz he cant understand y eva treat him like dat, coz b4 dat, they really close, everyday muz chat in phone. n every morning, fatty muz gv her a morning called. he said, if said eva dunno y he did so much to her, dat's really unbelievable. coz as a fool oso can felt dat, not same like a normal fred treat a normal fred.

wat can i said, juz mayb eva really nv think so much. she dunno she'll hurt him so hard. but forturenately, she hv told him da truth. it's hurt, but juz 4 months, i think if eva dun hv told him now, he muz more hurt in da future. coz, imagine really perfect, but da truth is cruel.

in da beginning, dat's a problem between them. but now, i'm in da problem too. coz i hv adviced fatty, n lecture eva. n den, eva tot fatty said her bad things in front of me, den scold fatty. i was sad n angry, coz i juz told eva my opinion, i really dun like ppl play da stupid equivocal game, dat's sux! but she dunno, she juz tot all bcoz fatty. i felt sorry about fatty, coz me, make him hurt twice.

n now, i'll still argue wif eva, feel blue n to hv no choice. coz dat's not my wat i wanna do. i juz wanna call fatty dun think too much, dun b sad, it'll pass. i juz wanna tell eva, mayb she tot dis is a funny game, but other r not. but y become liddat? sux

stupid love problem! y human nid love? it's really a touble, make ppl sad, angry, worry n smth else. i really scare to face dat situation, i really no nid love now, it's juz bring me a lots of troubles!

2006年8月24日 星期四

My Idol

dat day when i read wenjie's blog, she writen: izzit i fall in love wif a stranger? i think manb i hv a same problem like her.

but actually, he's not a stranger at all. i noe him 2 months ago, n den 1 month ago, he noe me too. n we hv stared sms to each other, but not alwiz. n most of da time, is me sms him 1st, n he's juz replied my msg, o juz forward a msg to me.

ha, i think i better gv him a name... okie, i wan to call him Young Tree. haha, dun ask me y, it's juz a nickname i gv him, coz i dun wan let anybody noe who's he. except wenjie, she noe it. coz both of us like to gv ppl a stupid nickname.

actually, i think i better dun say i like him, coz i think i not yet like him. juz hv a good feel to him, n he's my type. he's a introvert person, like to sing, n sing very well. i started to noticed him coz dat time i watched him singing, he looked like very happy n conveniece. n his voice oso nice, i like to listen he sing, make me happy. as for his out looking, i think he's juz normal, not really good looking o handsome, but he gimme a confortable feel, i think dat's more important than anything. i not really care about his look, but i can say dat, i alwiz said him very cute n handsome, not bcoz his looks, juz his heart gimme dis feel. n he's oso a nice n friendly person. when i hv a chance take a foto wif him, i'm really happy, coz i nv think i can do dat.

we hv few of fred, n hv a guy is his buddy, i called him Fatty. i alwiz chat wif his fatty. n hv a day, he went to fatty's house, n i chatting fatty. den fatty said, he wanna open da webcam,let me c young tree. i felt suprise, coz i dunno he's there. finally, he's nv open it, coz young tree said dun wan.

after dat, fatty was bz, so i nv bother them. after fatty finished his work, young tree was leave. n fatty told me a lots of things.

altot i hv sms wif young tree, but actually, i told fatty my name is rice, n told young tree i'm rinka. so dat, he dunno i'm da same person. but, fatty opened my friendster let young tree watched, n he noe wat i'm looking. n young tree said he remember who m i. i'm so happy about dat, coz we juz met once time, n dat day hv a lots of ppl there, so i dun expect he'd remember me. but da truth is, he really remember me.

besides dat, fatty told me, young tree will move to KL, n stay for a long time. wow, dat's a great news to me, hahaha. i can meet him any time. if i hv dare to date him.... but i hv no dare to do dat, coz i think we'r not yet a fred, juz... i dunno how to explaint da relationship between us. but i think, we'll become fred, hope dat will come true....

so.... i'm not like him, juz hv a good feel wif him. coz i'm not really clear about his personality, i juz noe a lit bit about him. i think i better more relate wif him, so dat i can more understand about him. carry on, i can noe izzit i really like him, o he's juz my idol. hahaha.

2006年8月23日 星期三

Mid night Meeting

Hv 2 extra courses now. More free than b4. Last time everyday juz rush assignment, n juz slept few hours. Now is better, coz every week juz hv 1~2 assignments, so dat we hv more time to play n relax. Coz after semester break, we going to major, dat will b a hell, heavy assignments waiting to us. My senior said, few days cant sleep juz a little case = =lll

Dun think too much now, it's da relax time!!!

So dat, all of us really crazy. Everyday hv meeting in MSN, juz talked a lots of nonsense. Ya, really nonsense, they juz said " chow kit chow kit, kota raya kota raya..." like a contructor there. Felt funny, n stupid, hahaha.

N den we hv chat wif our senior. Actually b4 dat, all of us dunno who is he. Juz hv met him at library b4. Den we chat chat chat chat, juz crazy there. Until 3.30am...oh my godness!!! My pimples all come out ad, like hell!!!! i think i better dun crazy wif them, if not, i think i cant go out to face anyone!

2006年8月21日 星期一

New Blog

Actually i hv a blog in MSN spaces. Juz bcoz my old old old fred wanna me leave her a comment, n den i registered account here. I think i'll type blog here oso. MSN spaces type in chinese, n here is in english.

Coz i think it's da time gimme to improve my english. Altot my coll not really care about our english conversation, in fact, most of da time we speaking mandarin, cantonese, hakka n oso hokkien. Wif lecturer oso.

Actually i really hate english, n i oso alwiz failed my exam. My dad quite angry about dat, haha. But after form 3, i gradually tried to learn more english. Coz english really important on my career. i should improve my english, so dat i can handle my job in da future.

After form 4, i think my english was improve a lots, but still poor. Juz i nv failed my exam at all, but my marks oso not high, juz middle. My dad oso not really content about it. Coz he wan me can speak fluent english. So when i was small, i really hate to learnt it, my dad alwiz forced me! But he's right, now i really regret nv learnt it hard.

Everytime when i heard my sis n bro speak fluent english, i'd felt shame, coz i not really understood wat they'r talking about. I juz blur there. When i watched movie, oso nid to read da subtitle, if not, i cant understand!

But i think my english is better than my malay. Coz when i speak malay, i juz eh eh ah ah oh oh there, n mix english inside. So mayb i nid to improve my malay oso....

So now,
i nid to improve my english
i wan to improve my english
i try to improve my english
i muz to improve my english

Dis is a chance, start from a dairy.

i think hv a lots of mistake in dis blog, so plz tell me when u read my mistaken. Coz i noe i hv mistake, but i dunno where's my mistake. Dat's a big point!. So plz help me to improve my english. thx a lots