when will you stop your childish action?

i really think that, this world have a kind of people, they can act very nice than oscar's best actor and actress.

i really use my true heart to my every true friends. i have no interested in love, i have lost my heart from family, friendship is the only thing can not replace by everything, that is really important in my life. i'm appreciated to my every true friends, i really appreciated.

i had renouncement with someone. i never told the truth to anyone i'm not really close with actively or passively. i just kept quiet, i don't want anybody to involve this problem, especially those are do not know the truth.

i don't want to defame someone although we were renouncement. i'm just a normal person, i have my emotion, i complaint to my friends is it my fault? i just complaint with who are really know the truth, i never told who are do not understand the situation.

suddenly have some people who are not often contact MSN to me and said :" she said you are renouncement, is it so serious?" i felt unhappy, really really unhappy. why this thing will be promote like that? why those are not really often contact will know this happened? i don't understood, really can not understand. i still kept quiet about that, i don't have said anything and i have nothing to said.

my friend sms to you, asked you don't badger me, asked you don't tell anyone this happened again but you said you don't have tell anyone this problem anymore and you don't know that they will come and ask me. is it you never think that if you tell them, they must come and ask me? is it you never think that want they help you to know something from me? i don't think you never think about that. when you told them this problem is not the most important thing. most important thing is, you told them. you don't want other people touched this problem but why u called so many people to involved this problem? you asked people don't do that but you did it.

you said this happened is regrettable to you but afterward you go to told another people you really felt wronged. hahaha, wronged? is it i backbite you so you felt wronged? although i have do nothing in this case but still have many people think that i'm cold-blooded cause i split out with you. i never said i'm wronged but you said. i really felt that i treated you as my good friend really is a fault.

after 1 month, i never want to touch this problem but still have many people came and asked me why. i'm a victim but i such a perpetrator in other people's eyes. tell you, how will you release me from this stupid problem? i really tired about that, i don't want to take over your childish action anymore. please release me!!